dimas is kinda upset with my situation.. why everytime he thinks that there's someone new for me, it changed. he feels that it's unfair for me. but then again, i choose to be so. i care for someone that i dont think i can betray him no more. i must speak the truth, i must be there for him when he needs me, i want to be his shoulder to cry on, i want to be the one who he can feel secure and comfortable with, i want him to know that he can always count on me no matter what i once said, no matter what i've done, no matter what others may say. i want him to know that i still love him that much.

darn it!!